A walk to remember….

            Dis title may b familiar with sum of u..let me tell u, dis is a novel title dat be turn in to a film…if u never seen it, try to find it in da market…huhu…one nice and touching story…siyes!!i cried like hell when I saw dis story..about a girl dat been diagnose with cancer..da guy stick with her till da end of her life…he  tried all he can to make da gul epy…hurm, sumtimes i wonder, is there anybody out there in real life, willing to do such tink, no matter to their loves one or sumone dat they care…sumtimes I wonder, can I do dat?bt as I can say, we can only plan our life bt we cn never predict what will happen in da future…like me, I love to make people laugh and smile whenever they ‘re wit me..i love to c their shining and glowing face…coz it will make me feel epy no matter if in dat time…I’m in pain…bt sumtimes, I make mistakes..human r like dat…full of unpredictable life…people cn say dat they really care for us and will b with us no matter what happen…bt, we can never trust dat promise 100%...i’ve been through all dis 1000 of times…sumtimes I wonder, dun I really learn sumtink from all dis…bt what cn I say, I’m one normal kid but with xtra ordinary energy(hyper active what else lah…)haahahaahhaha….i’ve lost many people dat promise me like that, and I,m bear dat I might lost another one….sumtimes I wonder, y does my life like dis??full of sad story..not many people noe…or I can say none..coz I dun really told them da real story..only dat…whenever it happened…it hurts me badly…I’m da type of person dat love to make others satisfied…never say no to what their wish r…and always obey what they want…and sumtimes I can say…kind of lurus bendul kot…datz y people always take advantage on me…hurmmmmmmmmmm….sad..bt what cn I say..dat is how my life r…although people dun really like to listen to what I’m saying…bt,I still love them…I dunno y…kind of sad…I lost one of my best buddy…and might lost another one dat I really care like my own siblings…I dunno what will I do if lost dis one great person…might be sumtink dat I never xpect I could do…let me end my blog rite here…coz I noe…I might slip one word or one person name dat is related to dis blog…later I’ll update sumtink dat I llearn while I’m in gombak…adiox!!

quotes

"I am not young enough to know everything."
- Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)
"The nice thing about egotists is that they don't talk about other people."
- Lucille S. Harper
"I have often regretted my speech, never my silence."
- Xenocrates (396-314 B.C.)
"Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake."
- Napoleon Bonaparte (1769-1821)

Well, dis 4 quotes had make me stronger and have more vision in my life…let me tell u each & every quotes mean…da 1st one..all dis while, people always underestimate me..i might be small in size & younger than them…bt theres one tink they should noe..i’m not as stupid as they r…every step of my life, I’ve planned it earlier..so dat I won’t make the same mistakes dat I’ve done previously…so, I noe everytink dat u guys dunno…every inch of my life, I’ve learned tons of tink..from da negatives to da positive things…so, don’t try to act like u guys r too great ya…(trase nsib r)..ahhahahahahahah..da 2nd one, my ego..ya, I have da greatest ego dat u ever known…let say, I inherit it from one of my fmly members…hurm, kind of one of my bad attitude bt I like it…with dis kind of ego, I will not easily give up to wut others say…I might b silence when they said anytink dat is not true bout me, bt once I open my mouth..juz prepare for sumtink dat I cn say most disaster moment u’ll face..um, juz people always underestimate me…I just don’t care…ahhahahahaahahah…hurm, da 3rd quote…well, to b frank…ya, my words always hurts people dat I love & care…always…bt I learn to not do it always…I tink it works..at least…huhuhu…bt once I silence dat doesn’t mean I’m a coward o wat..i’m juz waiting for da rite time to burst all my silence…bt not all like it when I’m too silence…hehhehehe..they said it will be weird…hohohhohoh…I wanted to tried to b silence for 1 day…bt failed it…ehhehehe…hurm, last bt not least…da last quote…kind of like it….we often c our enemy mistakes when we hated them so much…by doing dat, they will think dat we’re too busybody o like we’re dying without friend like dem…well, not at all okey…macm aku kesah…ahahhahahahahah…kn kak anis?hehhehehesje je…jd giler jp…keh3~so, to those dat hve enemy…juz b silence when ur enemy make mistakes…coz by doing dat way…people will noe who is wrong ?& who is in da rite side..so, juz forget bout them…um, well, if my enemies read dis blog(since u all send a stupid spy to spy us) bodo r kowang neyh…spy kowang uh pon sme je bodonye…hahahhahahahahhahahah….nk taw psl ktowang…tp x pndai….tetibe x pnah2 sbt nme kowang…tnye lak aku npe x kluar ngan kowang…hak alahai…x pro btulll…bangang…..hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahah…dh r…cte kt kowang pon bkn kowang pham…kn bangang…..kah3~…..later……

People r easy to b predict!!!

While I’m typing this blog, I’m listening to ne of my fav song…dat is CUBA by Faizal Tahir…if u dunno the song, try to listen to the lyrics carefully..and u will noe what da writer really want u to understand…back to my story..people r easy to b predict…especially women..soie to all women out there..i’m a girl to…but dis time I’ve to xpressed my opinion…from young, I love to makes friend wit guys rather than with guls..juz an easy answer, cuz guys will not take every of words cum from our mouth seriously…I have boyfriend more than gulfriend…until recently, I’ve opened my heart to make friends with guls than boys…cuz I think, college gul will not have a mind like skull gul..and I’ve made the biggest mistakes in my life…they r the same..tried to say dat they r a grown up gul..& etc…they said they dun like to have cat mouse fight o wut ever they said…my opinion to u guys…u guys like a small gul..i might be younger than u guys..but my mind r not as shallow as their mind…I noe which one is gud for me..and I noe…which one is bad for me…when certain people said they really noe me…although I had juz noe them or…let say….less than 2 months…and they dare to say they noe me????WTF!!!dun they have a life??opssss…forgot…they r bitch…bitch dun have a life…datz y they wanna to ruin other people life….urghhhh…easy to b predict…but there sumtink dat I learn from dat…no matter how close u to sumbody…o how much u trust them…I juz can say…beware of ur back…cuz while I’m with them, they kept talking bout each other u noe…talking bad bout each other…cn u juz imagine hw the situation r???horrified!!!hahahahaha…ya, when I’m with dis person, she’ll say bad bout this person..same goes to others…but now, u tried to protect the person??tried to say dat…dis is membe aku la…kwn bek la…WTF la weyh…tlong r…ko sndri tikm owng yg ko knn2 nk protect uh…(purposely I type it in malay…cuz they dun really noe how to read in english)hahahah…lame…in my world..they said dis kind of peson r plastics…u guys noe it rite??u guys cn see it…my foster mom did said this to me..let them with their life..they might say bad bout u dat we nor dat is not true..bt by doing dat, their secret will be revealed slowly…and it is true..i noe lots of their secret now…and I’m waiting to reveal it to others..since I’ve lots of strong evidence…from voice recording to files2…juz wait & c ya bitch..opsss…new name…strippers….hahahahahhahahaha…I juz cant wait for the time…dat time, u’ll noe dat Allah always fair…and what goes around cum around…alallalalalallalalala…leter I’ll update sumtink more interesting ya….later……

my heart......

while i'm typing dis...in dilemma kot....dunno y...but really down at dis moment....hurm, juz wanna share wit u guys my heart pix...c ya....hurm....to those dat wanna hurt them...reminder...

OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!!!!!! REMEMBER!!!!!!!

just blurb...wanna make my life easier....

hey...um...muy life is getting stronger and brighter...might not be so cmplete...bt as i cn conclude..okey r...rather than nothing an....when people say sumtink dat is not rite bout me...i'm okey with it...

x kesah pon...

coz i noe the true me...

lalalalallalalalalalalaallallalalalalallalalalalal.....

while i'm typing this, Dauz is in front of me...making his sad face after i treath him....hahahahhahah

dauz2.....later i'll update okey....

Every mark on my body represent every wrongdoing dat I’ve done...

           Let say, I’m dat type of person dat always hurt others and makes tones of mistakes in my life…I hate to apologizes especially when I did not do the mistakes…I can say, at my age of 19, I have lots of marks on my body…each of it represent each of my mistakes…I juz luv to hurt my self…since now I’ve stop fighting with others…dun ask me which one represent my biggest mistakes that I’ve done is my life, coz I dun really have the answer…coz I can’t really remember which one…siyes!!! recently, I’ve made at least 4 marks on my body since I’ve makes my sis suffer a lot…soie kak Anis…mean it from the bottom of my heart!!!to be frank, she dunno at all about this, and I’m hoping dat she won’t read this blog…huhuhu…kind of scared if she noe bout it…she’ll naik angin ma….no..no..no....hurm, I never felt the pain when I make the marks on my body…may b coz dat time I’m under preassure..i dunno…hehehehheeh….but dat is how I expressed my guiltiness…I noe in islam, it is wrong for hurting ur own body, I the other way, I can say I’m torturing myself..but I juz dunno how to do it in other ways…I think enough on dis topics…or I’ll say much bout myself…..ahahahhaahha…later…muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…adiox!! 

Confession of A Broken Heart!!!

 

To read is to know. Read the story below and get to know the author who wrote it although isn’t really my story, but I had to share it with you. Just before I close my eyes last night, I read a very touching story and gave a lesson. This story touches me and I hope it touches you, reaches out to you and perhaps even makes a difference in your life. This a true story.

 

A story fought is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having a battle in Vietnam. He used his cell phone to call his parents in England. ‘Mom and Dad, I’m coming home, but I’ve got a favour to ask. I have a friend I’d like to bring with me”

 

“ Sure,” they replied, “ We’d love to meet him”

 

“ There’s something you should know” the son continue. “ He was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mine and lost a leg and a hand. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come and live with us”.

 

“I’m sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live.” Mother said.

 

“No, Mom. I want him to live with us.”

 

“Son,” said the father, “you don’t know what you’re asking. Someone such handicap would be terrible burden for us. We have our own life to live and we can’t let something like this interfere our life. I think you should just come back and forget about this guy. He’ll find a way live on his own” at the moment, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him.

 

A few days later, the parents of the soldier received a call from the police and they were told that their son had died after falling down from a building. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to the capital city of England to identify the body of their son. They recognize him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn’t know. Their son had only one arm and one leg.

 

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good looking or fun to have around but we don’t like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We could rather stay away from people who aren’t as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully. There’s someone who won’t treat us that way. Someone who loves us with unconditional love and welcomes us into the forever family.

 

Regardless of how messed up we are. After reading this, make a little prayer that Allah will give you the strength that you need to accept people and be more understanding of everyone especially the person you don’t like!!!!

 

Friends make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, share your tears, give a word of praise and open their hearts to you. If you want to show how much you care for them, take this and give it to him/her and say “Read”