Every mark on my body represent every wrongdoing dat I’ve done...

           Let say, I’m dat type of person dat always hurt others and makes tones of mistakes in my life…I hate to apologizes especially when I did not do the mistakes…I can say, at my age of 19, I have lots of marks on my body…each of it represent each of my mistakes…I juz luv to hurt my self…since now I’ve stop fighting with others…dun ask me which one represent my biggest mistakes that I’ve done is my life, coz I dun really have the answer…coz I can’t really remember which one…siyes!!! recently, I’ve made at least 4 marks on my body since I’ve makes my sis suffer a lot…soie kak Anis…mean it from the bottom of my heart!!!to be frank, she dunno at all about this, and I’m hoping dat she won’t read this blog…huhuhu…kind of scared if she noe bout it…she’ll naik angin ma….no..no..no....hurm, I never felt the pain when I make the marks on my body…may b coz dat time I’m under preassure..i dunno…hehehehheeh….but dat is how I expressed my guiltiness…I noe in islam, it is wrong for hurting ur own body, I the other way, I can say I’m torturing myself..but I juz dunno how to do it in other ways…I think enough on dis topics…or I’ll say much bout myself…..ahahahhaahha…later…muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…adiox!!