Well, kind of cliché to hear such words…well, actually, I’m gaining all da power…energy dat I really need to go through all my life…to have such great family…parents who really cares for me…I have 3 besties dat I really love…I got great cuzens….n so do..great college family…bt…(there’s always a but rite??)I dun really noe…what I wanted from my life now…I want more…bt I dunno what???cn u juz imagine dat???huh!!pathetic!!i wanted to b like phoenix…I cn always fly freely…I got da power..da beauty of sumtink…act, I’m not a beautiful gul…bt I am very thankful to Allah for creating me like dis…at least I cn c da bad side of da world…actually, world is seen as a bad side bcoz of us HUMAN!!we made the world like this…we split out da dark color to it…cn u never realized it???i hate when people kept saying dat they will love u till end of time..bt in facts..they dun…so, dun make a promise if u can fulfill it…promise dat they never leave u alone..all dat r juz a lie beneath words…huh!!i experienced it so many time..n kind of irritating with it now…so, dun make a promise if u cant fulfill it…okey…if u cn be strong now..i’m sure u cn go through all da pain after dis..believe me…I’m one of them…act, b4 I posted this blog…I’m really down…my body been hurt…I felt like I’m dying..i’m no more..no one lovers…they juz pretnding to care for me…bt in facts NO!!(not u…okey)bt then I realized sumtink..i tink I’m juz a BIG BURDEN to them..so, I stooped now…ya rite now…so dat I won’t hurt any human feelings again coz I realized dat I kept hurting others recently..although it not really my mistakes…okey…laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr….
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