The appreciation cum when we r not here anymore….

Well, I’m currently okey…healthier than b4….although I still vomiting…bt not dat serious…hurm..okey..about da above topic….well, it is true..plez dun try to denied it…we cn c lots of xamples in our surrounding…sudirman…P.Ramlee…Elvis Presley…n the new one…Michael Jackson…we seldom appreciate people when they r with us…we often make like they r not around us..until da stage when they have gone 4ever…we realized dat dey r everytink in our life…they who make we laugh…make we feel safe when we need a shelter..da one who always there with u when u need sumone to b with u…when u sad..they who cum to u..n make ur tears go away…dat is da facts…like now..i felt all da things..i felt diff kind of emotions…hurm…well, emy currently in sad situation…coz her sis had juz undergo operation…she lost lots of blood…emy..my pray is with u…well…I wanted to say sumtink bout his situation…I’ll felt so lucky if I’m on his sister place…where he is very concern of her sis…really concern…at least…when her sis when to the operation room…he was there…he accompanied her…till da end of da operations…5 hours waiting 4 her…with patient…me??when I went to the ot..my brother is there…he cried…which make me sad..bt when I’m out of there..he was not there…as I’ve been inform…he cant stand to c my face after da operation…hurm..then..when I undergo treatment..no body dat I hope to b there with me r with me…I am all ALONE…lucky…dat da nurse accompanied me…bt it is not same…not at all…I cried every single nite of my life lately…I had lost my “heart”…I really missed him..since he da only one dat I noe will always be with me..no matter what…bt..what cn I say…he’s not with me…I am a STML person…I forget everytink dat should do in my life…really…so, I hope at least..sumone cn remind me of dat…sumone dat b4 dis really concern of me..bt now…turn up as sumone dat I dun really noe who..i noe…new person cum..old person will be forgotten..i dun want more..jz I wanted this person cn always remind me to take my medicine….bt cn I forced it??no….so, I tried all I cn to take all my medicine..if I remembered it…bt now..i always skip it..since I dun really remember to take it….sumtimes..da nurses do call me…they remind me to take my medicine…to eat on time…well, I appreciate it akk2…urm, okey…my tears r flowing out…laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……