Hurm, well…I’m so tired of dis medicine words actually, until one stage I think I should be in dis medic field rather than multimedia, the course dat I’m taking rite now..huhu…I noe every medical term rite now…I noe every type of medicine dat sumone should take when they r not feeling well…so, I should be a doctor rite??hahahahaha…perasan…well, sitting alone with only my laptop and sum nurses passed by me…makes me wonder,will I stay here for a long time? 4 temporary??looking to the busy road beside the hospital lobby, seeing how hectic life dat people living in Subang Jaya have to live, I’m grateful, dat my life is not like dat..at least, like u noe,I live in Port Dickson…as I cn say..peaceful place..studying at seremban..although it is a place called town, but at least not as hectic as here… I remembered one practical nurse age 20 talking to me when she saw me sitting alone at the lobby..she came and we have a chit chat…she said dat I dun looked like I’m sick…coz I always make all of them here laugh…well, I love to c others smile…coz it really make me epy…then, I dunno y, suddenly I cn c tears cuming from her eyes when I said dat, if I only have short time to live, I want it to be as normal as always…I dun want to make it differently…so dat when I’m gone…they won’t feel it much…I did asked y…she begin a story dat also makes my tears flowed out..she said, once she have a sister…she love her sis so much coz she only have her as sis in dis world..she gave all da love dat her she should get…one day, her sis been diagnose with leukemia..only Allah noe how she felt dat time…she can’t accpt the facts dat her sis will go apart from her…bt, her sis always smile…never failed to laugh every day…although in treatment…I noe the cancer treatment is pained..my dad have gone through all dat…n might b me next…then she said, when the doc said dat she only have 6 to 10 months to live, she gave da same answer as I did..OMG!!!i juz cant believe it....i apologize to her since I didn’t mean to make she recalled all her memories with her late sis..i noe hw pained it is when we lost da person dat we care n love so much…to kak liana, be brave..Allah always be with u…thanx 4 give da care to me too…and to late Iman, may Allah bless u…and to all the staff her including da practical nurses dat always there with me…I hope I’m not a burden to u guys…and to Dr.Kimi, Kak Nor, Kak Ana..thanx 4 visiting me..make me 4get bout my probs for 1 hour..n makes me laugh like theres no more 2moro…hahahaaa….n thanx 4 da new bebear..like it…n to others..thanx 4 da prays…adiox..
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